Last Friday, June 24, I felt sick all day! I think it was just a big old dose of
homesickness, though, because after calling my wife then my mom, the nausea I
had felt since waking dissipated.
Because of this ill feeling, though, I neglected to write my blog! On Friday, the difficult patient I discussed
before, who refused to eat the food available in Trichy and who could not eat
food from home since he lived eight hours away, finally got some nourishment. His neighbor brought in some food, and he ate
happily for the first time in days. The
problem with this, though, is that his “neighbor” apparently lives two hours
from the hospital, so his breakfast arrived around noon. This threw his whole eating schedule out of
whack. Hopefully he can figure it out
soon. Even though he is taking a full
diet, the enteral tube was left in his nose because, without eating enough, he
may slip back into critical condition.
Because of this, most patients have their tube left in for a few days
after fully switching to an oral diet to make sure they adjust well and do not
need further support. Another patient
seen on Friday had diabetic ketoacidosis.
Her blood glucose was 384mg/dL, well above the normal 100 mg/dL. Her creatinine was high, and her pH, CO2,
O2, and bicarbonate were all low, as well. This shows that her blood was acidic, had
lost its ability to buffer itself, and that her kidneys were not functioning
well. This woman was not in a good
state. She was in such a poor condition
that she only received 30 mL of food per hour through the tube feeding. Stable patients normally receive 100 mL per
hour. The last thing to mention about
Friday are the poor and rich wards. At
KMC, there are normal rooms and there are hospital suites for the rich
patients; this is similar to hospitals back home. On the fourth floor, though, are the male and
female general wards. The middle class
people can afford a room on this floor, but the poorest are placed in huge
rooms with curtains in between them. The
ICU is similar, but there is AC and a lot of staff for support. The wards for the poorer patients are hot,
crowded, and do not smell great. Before
entering these wards, the dietitian I was shadowing that day (a different from Gayathiri, who I normally shadow) took down notes from all of the patient
charts. Because the hospital is so
short-staffed, though, she could only see a few patients out of 20. They rotate on who is seen each day. A lot of her time was spent making records for her reference, which would later be rewritten in an "official" hospital record. I make joke at the word official because it is a composition notebook in which the dietitians have to use a ruler to make columns. I feel that they would save time if they just took notes in this record rather than do it twice. I will suggest this to them in my report I am required to submit to KMC by the end of the week.
Later that evening, after calling home and resting (thank
God my nausea subsided), we left for Ooty!
This eight hour bus trip was not so bad, since it was a
semi-sleeper. There were short periods
of rest in between the swerving bus and crazy honking cars. In Ooty, we hitched a government bus to
Mudumalai. This trip was not so
nice. We took this super cramped bus
down a mountain at 2,200 meters above sea-level with 36 hairpin turns. People kept piling on until we were
super-packed. Finally, we arrived in
Mudumalai. We booked some hotel rooms
and rested after our 10 hour travels.
Jess was super sick by this point, so I just sat in a comfy chair
outside the hotel, gazed at the mountains, read my book, smoked the Cuban I
picked up in Pondicherry, ate all the dried fruits and nuts I bought in town,
and just took some needed chill-time. After this point, we had lunch at the
hotel. Jess was so sick that she only
ate a little bit of rice or something and had to go back to lay down. She had a fever and really could not do
much. After a while, Jess was finally feeling
better, and we ventured out and met some guys in town who had
come from Bangalore to party. It was cute that six 26 to 33 year old computer technicians came down to spend time together. They took
us to a dam then back to their place that was very near to ours. This is an example of how hospitable people
can be over here. They brought us in,
let us control the television, bought us snacks, gave us some scotch (that they
had to smuggle into Tamil Nadu since the government checks for alcohol at the
borders), and started a camp fire. By
this point, though, we were both tired after the long travels. We headed back to the hotel for a deserved
night’s sleep!
The next morning, Jess and I went out for a safari. I have now been told by several people that I
am a lucky man because we actually saw a tiger on the safari! It is not currently the season to see tigers,
so it was great luck to have seen one.
It was stalking some deer, and our bus totally interrupted it. It sprang back into the tall brush and stared
at us until we left. Watching him/her
run, and stalk, and move about so precisely puts you in a state of awe. That was a beautiful creature. We then went to elephant camp, which was both
really cool and kind of sad. The feeding
process was very neat and tidy. There
were hundreds of 10”x10”x10” cubes of different kinds of food-stuff laid out
over a 60 foot table. Each time they fed
an elephant, they would sprinkle some white stuff over one of the blocks, then
choose one of each color and mash and roll it all together. They then stuffed it into the elephant’s
mouth. The sad part was that the elephants could
not move since both legs were chained, and they could not eat without tons of
people gawking at them. We took a jeep
back to our hotel. This jeep ride was
crazy. The back was a 4’x4’ space. The front was a bench with only four feet
across. We smashed four people into this
space: Jess, me, another passenger, and the driver. The driver had to reach over one of the
passengers to reach the gear shift.
People always tell me that us foreigners cannot handle being packed in
so tightly, and they are correct. After this, we caught a bus back to
Ooty. This process started out so
uncomfortably. The bus stand was on a
tiny forest road near our hotel. Jess
walked back to the hotel to use the bathroom one last time. The hotel was only a one minute walk away,
visible from the bus stand. As soon as
Jess was inside, though, a homeless woman with a long rod with a scythe
attached approached me to beg. Normally,
I can say no and people eventually get it.
She knew, though, that I would not leave because I needed to be there to
catch the bus. She stood very closely
and stared at me for a very long time.
Jess finally came back, and she still kept staring. I gave her three rupees, and she finally
left. She stood about 30 feet away and
just stood there looking at the rupees.
Finally, the bus came and took us away.
Despite the horribly uncomfortable, cramped nature of these buses, you
cannot beat $0.30 to go to a town 40 km away. The bus ride back up the 36 hairpin turns, though slower-going than going down, was still jolting. At every turn, the bus driver blared the horn for about ten seconds to say "I am a huge thing, move out of my way." Frequently, other cars coming down would go into reverse up the mountain to avoid being hit. It felt like we were chasing them back up, which was not safe. Between these crazy turns, the road-side brush would clear and we would see expansive, massive, beautiful mountain ranges. The ingenuity of the farmers in this part of the word is incredible. You would see terracing on these super steep cliffs so that farming could occur where it was never intended. Villages would spring up all of a sudden then cease again. I am willing to bet mortality from falls is common in these places. When in Ooty, we first headed to the tea museum and factory. This was the highest elevation tea factory in the
world, and it was filled with history.
We watched tea get dried, crushed, fermented, crushed some more, rolled
out, spun, and finally sifted into large bags.
I love tea, and I stocked up on 2 kg of it. Since I got some really nice stuff, this
ended up costing $20; compared to the $100-$200 this would have cost me for
quality imported tea back home, though, I am very happy about my
purchases! After this, we hit the
botanical gardens. This was absolutely beautiful,
so you will have to check out my pics.
Even in this beautiful place, though, people would rather take pictures
with us than with the huge variety of plants and craftsmanship around them. I have finally found my voice when it comes
to just saying no. We then wandered
around the Ooty markets. They mostly
sell tea, chocolate, and cold-weather clothing, so it got old pretty
quickly. I bought food from a street
vendor. As they were showing me the
foods, one man picked a piece up and accidentally dropped it on the ground. He picked it back up and was definitely going
to put it back into the pile on his stand but saw our stares and threw it away
instead. This is an example of how the
culture seems very different than my own.
I cannot generalize to all people who live here, but many people do not
care about their conduct and how others will see them. People step over the railings and walk past
the “Keep To The Path” signs to walk all up in the plants of the botanical
gardens and remain after the guards start yelling at them; people throw trash anywhere and everywhere; bus drivers careen
around hair-pin turns and nearly smash into other cars; people take pictures of
us just because our skin is white, etc. I have heard the view that we look much
different than 99% of the population we see; just how I want to take a picture of a woman carrying bananas on her
head, people want to take pictures of me, since I am different than anything
they normally see. However, I do not
want to take a picture of the woman with bananas on her head because she has
dark skin but because her lifestyle is so different than mine. In the London airport, three weeks ago, I saw
whom I believed to be an African man dressed up in beautiful, traditional,
sun-gold clothing. If people lined up to
ask him for selfies, I feel like this would have been very rude. In fact, if I was in the USA and said some of
the things I have heard, I would get horrible looks. Being a Christian, if I said that Hindus do
crazy things and that their cultural sites are not worth visiting because they
are different, rude, impractical, unethical, and pretentious, I would be narrowing over one billion
people into one stereotype, and I would be labeled judgmental and
bigoted. Most hindus I meet are very
nice and willing to party or worship with me.
Despite this, that is what I have heard many Christians say during my
time here. Not all Christians say these
things, obviously, but I feel like this view is not uncommon. Anyways, we made it back to the bus stand and
figured out how to get back to Trichy.
More beggars came up to us during this time to ask for money. The common thing I see is for beggars to rub
their fingers together, press them to their lips, press their hands against
their stomachs, and say they want food.
When I offer them food, though, they turn it down and ask for
money. I feel so uncomfortable when I
firmly say no and this person continues to stand there and stare and ask and
plead. I feel selfish because I know I
could give them money, but I would feel uncomfortable to pull my wallet
out. I have been advised by everyone not
to give beggars money, but it is so difficult.
I have only done it once, and that was only because the woman stood and
stared at me for ten minutes (as I described previously).
We got on a bus headed for Tirupur. We were told we could catch a bus to Trichy from there. Randomly, four hours into our
trip, not yet in Tirupur, everyone told us to get off the bus. We did, and another bus came around, and the
cashier yelled “Trichy!” We hopped on
and made due for another four hours.
These seats are seriously awful.
If you ever come to India, do more research than we did, and hire a driver
or take the train. While more expensive,
it would be so worth it. I was more
crowded than I may have ever been, and I am not exaggerating. People were standing around and laying in the
aisles of the bus because five to six people in each row was too much to fit
any more. We got off in Trichy at 2:30 a.m.
When we got off, I spotted a man doing something very strange. Sometimes, I see people hunching or limping
around. I assume this is because a medical issue occurred, and they could not
afford treatment. The dude I saw at the
bus stand was side-step crab-walking quickly across the parking lot in jerking
motions. When he reached the two-foot
high curb where the ticket stand was, he looked ridiculous climbing up. I am sure the man was not doing that by
choice but because of bodily limitation.
At any rate, this is something I have never seen a person do before, and
the strangeness of it after traveling ten hours and being slap tired just put
me in a strange mood. I never really
feel unsafe here, but I was glad when the guards at BHC closed the gates behind
us. It is a nice feeling that they stand
about 24/7 and keep the riff-raff out.
Today, I went back to start my last week at KMC. The hospital environment was depressing this
morning. More people than I have heard
on any other day were crying out in pain.
Nurses were taking blood or administering shots, and no one was having
it. One man with renal failure could not
stop moaning. He just kept repeating
“Ooooowww, Oooohhhhhhh, Ahhhahhahhahh!”
It was difficult to listen to. Another
man persistently told me to unstrap his arms. The dietitian told me to do no
such thing, though, because he would pull all of his IVs/tubes/needles
out. While we were recording patient
information, a worker was using a drill, hammer, and handsaw to construct some
kind of base for computers. Like I said
last week, I love to apply my knowledge and see unique cases, but the suffering
and bustling is too real. I know that a
hospital is also a place of hope, but it puts me in despair. One woman today, who was admitted the first
day I was at KMC two weeks ago from a traffic accident, had finally been
shifted to the general wards in a stable and recovering state. She had a bad head injury, though, and was
not fully oriented. She kept asking
where her son was, either not knowing or not accepting that he had died in the
accident.
There was one case that was at least somewhat humorous. The dietitian and I shared a discreet smile,
which you have to do sometimes when the others cases are sad. This man had went out drinking last night,
and, as he drove his two-wheeler home, he crashed into a cow. It is unfortunate that he broke his arm, but
he was not in as serious a state as most other patients, so it was nice to
exchange a smile.
After I left KMC for the day, I headed to a nutrition
meeting that Gayathiri had invited me to.
I should have known that time runs by Indian Standard Time (IST) and
that I should have arrived 30 minutes late (an Indian man called it that, so I
do not feel bad saying IST). The BHC
driver, Raja, dropped me off at what I thought was the Dimora Hotel, the
location Gayathiri told me. The richest
and lowest classes coincide so closely here that it is stomach churning. I was dropped off at a nice building complex
with an up-scale men’s clothing store at the first floor. I got on the elevator to go up to where the
meeting was to be held. No one was
around, though, and a beggar cornered me in the elevator. She stood in the doorway so that it would not close and just looked at me. She did the
same thing as I said before. She said
she was hungry, put her hands to her stomach and mouth, and stared long and
hard at me. I said a resounding “NO”
several times. She wouldn’t accept that. I just had to breeze past her to
take the stairs. She literally chased me
up two flights until she saw a guard and left me alone.
Raja dropped me off at the door of this building, but he is definitely
escorting me all the way up next time.
When I got to the top, I had a tiny moment of panic that I was in the
wrong place. The guard told me the place
was closed and that it was the Dimora Fine Dining Restaruant, not hotel. Someone who spoke English finally came
around, and I told him I was there for the meeting. He took me inside, but I was surprised when I arrived right on time
and only one other person was in the conference hall.
Again, I thought I was in the wrong place. He told me he was the presenter from Abbot Nutrition and that I was in the right place!
This was one of the nicest places I have been while in India. The conference hall had lighting inlaid into
the walls, the chairs were covered with silky red fabric, and the presentation stand was decked out with electrical equipment. After
40 minutes (40 minutes after the official stat time), the meeting started. The man
explained many myths and common, out-dated practices that occur in hospitals in
this area. He also explained that the
dietitians need to be very assertive because doctors often do not listen to
them. The presentation style did not
seem to facilitate input from the audience.
When the man asked how many people did something a certain way, and
waited for them to raise their hands, he would tell them they were outdated and
needed to change. It almost seemed
rude. There was some good information,
though. He discussed current research in
use of NPO, using bowel sounds to decide when to initiate feedings, nasogastric
decompression, gastric residual volume, diarrhea, dilution of meal replacements,
and blenderized foods. It was all very
interesting. One thing he mentioned
about diarrhea was that it is over-diagnosed.
Nurses are the ones who are having to change the bedpans and clean the
patients, so they complain if one patient is having movements too frequently or
messily and will tell the doctors/dietitians that the patient has diarrhea and
needs a lower quantity/frequency diet.
After this, patients have their IV fluids increased and food reduced. He gave specific definitions for diarrhea,
though, and told the dietitians to be more direct and make sure patients really
do need less food. NPO diets are dangerous for patients in the long-term. The longer a patient is NPO, the more
complications result. Examples include bacterial infection, muscle wastage in the GI tract,
and others.
Afterwards, we were served dinner at this fine
establishment. They brought out trays of
charcoal that were mini grills and placed skewers of tandoori chicken, prawns,
and fish over them. We were served
starters then lined up at the buffet.
The food was delicious; I have never had better cream of mushroom
soup. By then, the BHC driver was super
annoyed because I told him to pick me up at 6:30 p.m., and it was 8:15 p.m. However, how was I to know that no one would
even arrive until 45 minutes past the official start time (thanks IST)!? There is another meeting tomorrow, and I will
tell the driver to bring me 30 minutes after the scheduled start time. The dietitian told me it starts at 6:30 p.m., but
that it really starts at 7:00 p.m. It is strange
that everyone accepts tardiness, but I am getting used to it!
Last note: as I was getting into the BHC van to bring me
back to the hostel, a beggar started bothering me the moment I stepped out of
the building. He followed me to the
van. The driver took about 30 seconds to
unlock the doors, so he continued to stand there and wave balloons in my face
and kept asking for money. When I got
into the car, he pawed at the window and continues staring and just calling to
me. This is something I will never be
comfortable with.